The ball is rolling on getting daycare up and running again. Once upon I time I thought I was done with it .. but as they say never say never.It feels like a really good choice .. I am excited to get everything in it's right place.
The past 3 years have been really rough.. I have gone through so many ups and downs. I was given a book about parenting special needs children and how God chooses us for different roads in life because he knows some can handle things when others can't.It doesn't make any of us better then the other .. just different . It talks about being careful to not make our children feel as if loving and caring for them is a burden.. After all they didn't choose to be inflicted with whatever special need they may have.I know some who carry themselves with the whole poor me -- look at how difficult my life is and yet they do nothing to help themselves.
I admit to walk in that path at times.. after reading that book it made me more self aware of I asked to be my kid's parent.. this is my road - it is up to me to figure out just how to make this all weave together to form our family net.
I want the change on the horizon to be a positive one .. I want to make sure I never make my kids feel anything but the love they deserve . I also want to teach them that just because life changes the ideals we have inside .. doesn't make the trip any less of a gift from God.
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