It's a lazy afternoon here.. both kids are asleep..I am letting housework slide ... I have filing todo and there is always laundry....

When I ran daycare I used to think about what I would do if I had free time .. then when I went to work at the nursing home.. there I used to worry about being away from the kids .. Zach had me home up until he was in the 2nd grade .. and I did daycare up until he was in the middle of 1st grade... I fretted about being away from Liza.. Now I sit here ...being lazy .. waiting for the kids to wake up .. maybe play in the pool with them... and make supper..

I worry about what to do this fall... I really can't be gone in the evenings alot anymore ... I don't know about how well the Avon will sell to help out.So once again I find myself worried about what is best for the kids and truly helps us out here.Somethings never change